Bottled up

Lately... when i know something about a relationship,

then i dont know anything..

sometimes its like a slap across

the face, literally..

but... if you knew the thoughts that go through my mind.

you would be astounded..

i think about everything..

i feel like one day, i can tell you i love you..

i have the feelings i do..

there just not quite there yet..

but i always do think of you..

sry if i sound obsessed.. but when i wake up in the morning,

my first thought is, i get to see you..

and i feel like the butterflies just want to burst..

i think of how i want to help you get money to apply for schools,

i dont know... as a couple were not unique..

but i want us to be a hapy couple, all the talks we have had recently have really made me understand and dig deep down of what i want..

i want you..