Cmon.. Cmon...

On another day c'mon c'mon
With these ropes I tied can we do no wrong
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

Is it safe to say? (c'mon c'mon)
Was it right to leave? (c'mon c'mon)
Will I ever learn? (c'mon c'mon)
(c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon)

As I make my way c'mon c'mon
These better nights that seem too long
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

Is it safe to say? (c'mon c'mon)
Was it right to leave? (c'mon c'mon)
Will I never learn? (c'mon c'mon)
(c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon)

Is it safe to say? (c'mon c'mon)
Was it right to leave? (c'mon c'mon)
Will I never learn? (c'mon c'mon)
(c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon)

And know this day these deepened wounds don't heal so fast
Can't hear me croon of a million lies that speak no truth
Of a time gone by that now is through

Esssss O ELLLLL O

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm ridin solo, sooloooo.

Yeah, I'm feeling good tonight, finally doing me and it feels so alright, oh,
Time to do the things I like, going to the club everything's alright, oh,

Noo to answer to, Noo is? like u, no,
And since I got the hold of me, I'm living life now that I'm free, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather better days Can't get no better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now, the pain is goooone,

I'm putting on my Shade to cover up my eyes,
I'm Top UP/ON in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

Now I'm feeling how I should, never knew single could feel this good, oh,
Stop playing miss understood, back in the game, who knew I would, oh,
So flex how I spread my wings, loving myself makes me wanna sing, oh,
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather better days are Can't get no better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out, I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now the pain is goooone,

I'm putting On my Shade to cover up my eyes,
I'm top UP/ON in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
Riding solo, soooooloooo, yeah it's like S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O...
Living my life and got stress nomore,

I'm putting on my Shade to cover up my eyes,
I'm Top UP/ON in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooowoooo.

It's 2010, I'm riding solo, sooloooo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

Struggle with love..

So struggle with love, struggle with love, struggle with love

Right now I want to thank God for being me
My soul won't rest until the colony is free
1896 revolution incomplete
Silence is defeat my solution is to speak
Resurrect a legacy of martyrs I beseech
Time to choose a side it's the might vs. the meek
My big brother Free brought the word from the East
Where the bullet in the middle of the belly of the beast

HEY

Hmmm

Karma...

God's (whomever) way of dislocating my shoulder cause of my

selfishness?

i wouldnt blame you,

Life

Lifes like a roller coaster..

it does flips and throws you over

board your ship thats going Nowhere

If you stop, youll end up Somewhere!

everyone wants to go to japan...

Relationships...

Relationships don't work they way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something...

Last Regrets..

I won’t say ‘thank you’; I’ll leave it in myself forever
Goodbye, after a dream that doesn’t overshadow it, quietly lands

I forever, forever embrace the pieces pouring into my hands
And I already know the strength of laughing until the end

Good morning, waking up is blindingly bright and sad
Goodbye, our inexcusable weaknesses were fine

The common kindness in us moves around like flowers, like love
I can’t hear the quietness of the low clouds waiting for the wind anymore

I forever, forever embrace the pieces pouring into my hands
And I already know the strength of laughing until the end

I won’t cry anymore, I won’t cry anymore, I won’t cry

A song that ticks away time....

I’m only looking at the spilling hourglass
When I turn it upside-down, look, it starts up again
I wonder if I’ll be able to someday enter
The advancing time that only ticked away

Midway on the slope that only you passed through
Many warm spots of sunshine appeared
Here by myself, I’m reminiscing
About the tender warmth

It’s only you, it’s only you
Who I loved
My eyes tear up in the wind
And you become distant

I’ll remember forever
Even if just about everything changes
It was just one, it was just one
Ordinary thing
But in the brilliance that I’ll show you, there’s only one thing that was fulfilled
I’ll protect it forever and ever

The chilly days continue, even though it’s already spring
On a morning when I woke up earlier than the alarm clock
You’re standing there
Making breakfast for three

It’s only you, it’s only you
Who aren’t by my side
Up until yesterday, you were right by my side, looking at me

It’s only you, it’s only you
Who I loved
It’s a song that I sing
Only with you, only with you
It’s our, it’s our
Time passed together
I don’t want to
Continue on my own

I’ll remember forever
Even if this town changes
No matter how much sorrow I’m to encounter
I’ll show you when I was truly strong
C’mon, let’s go; we’ll start walking on the sloped road

NBA Basketball discussion with Nathan & Stefan..

Ada Yu game 7 tonight!! && is anyone gonna be around San Francisco tomorrow night?? Text me cause Imma be there! =]


Stefan Johansson
celtics better WIN
Yesterday at 5:47pm ·

Nina Ho
GO LAKERS
Yesterday at 5:55pm ·

Stefan Johansson
really Nina? really?
Yesterday at 6:04pm ·

Nathan Hwang
I bet Tiger Woods will win by a touchdown
Yesterday at 7:22pm ·

Stefan Johansson
chuck norris will deflect it with a round house kick..
Yesterday at 7:23pm ·

Nathan Hwang
psh, Ryan Masques could totally hadouken the shit out of that piñata, you don't even know
Yesterday at 7:25pm ·

Stefan Johansson
then pikachu will take an electrical crap on Ryan Masques! 1.21 GIGAWATTS!?!?!?
Yesterday at 7:26pm ·

Nathan Hwang
oh shit! that WOULD mean a moving penalty! I guess the cow tipping event is our only hope!
Yesterday at 7:27pm ·

Stefan Johansson
nothen like a lawn mower race cant handle!
Yesterday at 7:28pm ·

Nathan Hwang
but the whoever wins the measuring tape extension contest can effectively decide the outcome of the lawn mower race, unless... the coach is smart enough to smash himself in the face with apple pie. But knowing him, he'd probably use blueberry.
Yesterday at 7:30pm ·

Stefan Johansson
well the coach has to be a turtle then cause hes soooooo slowwwww that a blueberry pie wouldnt have enough velocity to get into war speed, only the USS black berry can...ENGAGE
Yesterday at 7:33pm · LikeUnlike ·

Stefan Johansson
WARP*
Yesterday at 7:33pm ·

Nathan Hwang
bangalangabangalangabangalangabooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom!!! I'm going to go get some bananas
Yesterday at 7:36pm ·

Stefan Johansson
But Nemo drank redbull, grew wings and ate them all.. your stuck with pineapples TREBEK
Yesterday at 7:37pm ·

Lan Luong
Nathan and Stefan, Perfect convsersation. And the Lakers won haha.
3 hours ago ·

Just some rain to change this..

The first generation in the u.s. of a to get paid less wage than the ones who came before the wicked waged war in a desert terrain 24 short bars couldn't measure the pain so now i greet the neighbor daily he's on his porch smokin' overhead thunderclouds move in slow motion, came across an ocean in hope of some better days, expatriated citizens of third world decay, where children translate for their parents sake in a landscape where the working class can escape, these languages twisted, tounges get unraveled, can't understand each other in this modern day battle, now we trying to get a piece of what the city broke down, barely claming family but quick to claim the town recognize its serious but ain't afraid to clown, trained for confrontation there's no other way around, these sacred ground desecrators, they tried to decimate us they hit the ballet like the mayor's gonna save us and it pains me to say this but pain is what made this, it's gonna take more than just some rain to change this

Just some rain to change this...

In my exhaustive state..

Is this all but a dream?
Have we chosen the right path?
or strayed far from it?

Life is uncertain,
I have taken many things for granted,
Everyday I find a new piece of me,
A new experience just learned,
I have changed so much over the passed month,
and I have you to thank for that

Bottled up

Lately... when i know something about a relationship,

then i dont know anything..

sometimes its like a slap across

the face, literally..

but... if you knew the thoughts that go through my mind.

you would be astounded..

i think about everything..

i feel like one day, i can tell you i love you..

i have the feelings i do..

there just not quite there yet..

but i always do think of you..

sry if i sound obsessed.. but when i wake up in the morning,

my first thought is, i get to see you..

and i feel like the butterflies just want to burst..

i think of how i want to help you get money to apply for schools,

i dont know... as a couple were not unique..

but i want us to be a hapy couple, all the talks we have had recently have really made me understand and dig deep down of what i want..

i want you..

Its friday

WORK,

CLASS,

INDYCAR!

May 23, 2010

This is the day i asked Her to be with me

This is the day i will cherish,

and cherish each day with Her

This is the day that our lives changed.

We will both do our best

to overcome the bumps ahead..

Life is hard

but with Her I feel like I can accomplish

just about anything

(SJ,JL)